I would never thought that Jade(my team manager) & I could chat so enjoyably.
Although this is my client,but Jade do all the talking la.=p
Dun expect a new comer to sales pitch n lose a customer,right?

Jade may not be the best sales person I've seen,but her pitch is soft,confident and definitely PR winning.
She did not sit at her position for nothing,ok?

I wouldnt have thought that I could chat so comfortably with her when it comes to 1 on 1.
Usually we only just play play in a grp,u see.
So I am just a lil worried and maybe "stress" that she is coming with me this rd.
After all she is the manager.

Well..nothing of that sorts.=)

Anyway...I know that a woman's mentality changes with age.
Well..not gonna blah on the same old shti that everyone knows.

Gotta watch TV now.

Gal,call me anytime ok?

So long my black hair!
And surprisingly I like it!
I am Asian after all.Cant help but keep looking over at the mirror now.Hehe~

Anyway...Right now...my dear old sis is suffering in agony.
I truely understand her pain and really wish to share it with her.
So dear,pls feel free to call me anytime ok?

While I was in the salon this afternoon,I read this...

What to say (in a peace of mind and rationally) if you found up your partner is cheating on you?

"When I think of you and another woman,I feel furious coz I want mutual fidelity in our relationship.
Would you be willing to tell me if that's what you wanna do too or what would you wanna do?"

But that is way so generous?
Me?
I doubt I would be so magnanimous.
It's unless I ...I dunno....
For me...I doubt I will be that board minded and swallow my pride...
Mayeb I will chew my words next time...
But I hope I will never have to.


"Have a lil faith in me...."

My throat stings right now.
Ouch~

But I had a gr8 time!
After work,went to meet with Von n co.

Man...I wanna make my own shoes too!!!!
Von made her own and it's so damn pinkish cute!Actually it's fuschia.
It didnt look too hard to make too!(n not exp)

That does it!I am gonna learn to make my own too!

Everyone slimmed down except me!=(
Damnit!
Gotta work harder!

We had a good catching up while dining at Sketches-Pasta and Wine Bar.
Cafe's costs but seriously,I dun find it very yummy.
For that price,I rather dine at Pasta Mania.

After dinner,we headed on to my "bro's" pub.(Daren)
His mum own this pub call Beavers opp Bugis Junction.

Not a very big one,but it's rather crowded.
All are like uncles,ang mohs la.

Got this uncle ang moh keep looking at our direction.Looking over at Von,Yin,Irene and me.
Rolled my eyes several time.
And unintentionally showed him the English soccer vulgar sign.But didnt think he thinks I mean it.

Ordered some drinks,laughed,talk.
Watch that not so exciting bar top dancing.
Nothing erotic,nothing too sexy,nothing intriguing.

Got this 2 malay DJs showed us some illusionary simple,(yet we cant figure up) tricks.
Very funny!

I like pubbing n chilling up,but not too often.Coz I stinks after coming up.
Euuch.
And with the 2nd hand smoke,it's not v healthy.
And maybe that does the explaination of my stinging throat now.

Monday I have some impt clients to follow up and a sales visit.
Somehow I hope my voice is so hoarse and bad that Jade(my manager) will do the whole talking.

Haha.

Good night.

very full n have to sit down after lunch.-__________-

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I can slash off the watch from my Needs/Wants list liao.
Hope that the wallet can be slash off soon.*hint hint..hehe..*

Current needs are working tops n at least a bottom.
Pay day...hurry hurry!

Working as usual is good.
Shall do an intro about my colleagues on Sat.
This weekend will be ultra free.

Very hard to use MSN to chat there coz "Bert" is watching all the time.
Think I need a rear mirror.
Ok..put it down in my small essentials' shopping list.

Why I call my contact center manager Bert?
Coz he really looks like one.
The thick,black,straight eye brows n dark eyes.Like Bert from Sesame Street.

So so...very full...
Tummy still so big...this week,dunno why..tummy bloat out.
LAst week still can control one le.
And the thing is I dun really pig alot le??

Cough cough...it's hitting me!
Shit.

I have come out with a new Needs/Wants list.

Hehz.^-^

1)A good shawl.Maybe black or sliver in colour.Can keep me warm.Dun mind a lil pattern here n there.

2)A mid-length wallet.Good design w coin compartment within,but not bulky.

3)A non-digital watch.Sleek design.But those kinda cheap ones,like $10 type.

4)One or two nice shirt,plus one good bottom.

5)Nice lingeries.

6)A pair of slippers/sandals..Mine tearing off.

7)A good chic black blazer.

8)A good hair cut.(Mine looks like a wreck every day.How come I can walk into office like that!n im serious!This current style wont work!)

9)A tummy trim!(not that drug.But somehow a miracle diet~)

10)erm...whatever that's desired at any min.

Some are needs n some are wants.
Anyone sponsering for any item of the above?Hehe.

Work is ok...The pple are so far so nice.(coz all the same generation.Rocks~!)

Except sometimes I got the pple who has ettique that stinks as bad as their breath.(properly.)

For example.

me:"Good morning.May I speak to Mr Ng pls."

Shit Ng:"Yes,speaking."

me:"Morning Mr Ng,Im chuanling calling frm Seraya Energy.Currently we have some promotions on our price plans n can I fax my quotations for ur reference pls?"(roughly like that la..)

Shit Ng:"Do whatever u want,im busy..."

"tu..tu...tu.."(line engage)

What the!

Sure there are some craps I will get in this line.
Whatever~Dun like dun like lo.I hope ur son/daughter get the same kinda craps soon.
Lol.
Sorry,I've sinned.

For me,as long as the environment aka the pple n a non stifling environment is fine,i am fine.

Think I have to close some sales by one month time.
=/

Happy 19th month~Erm..I said that already?

Gg to start work again.
Another day.
Hope it will set sail smoothly.

Today is the 23rd.

Happy 19th(+1) mth,dear.

Btw...sorry that Arsenal lost~
Aww......

;p

Saturday is always too short for me n Jason.
Kinda sad and feel so sian upon parting each time.

Guess I will feel that kinda scrunching in my heart when we part later.
And this time is not 5 days,it's 12 days.

I was kinda blushing last night when he actually commented that I looked prettier n prettier.=p =p =p =p
My first reaction was 'ya right!'

If that is really the case,i have one personal shoutout to one personal person regarding some personal stuffs that really doesnt matter now though.

"You blardy lose on everything that you could have,so stop looking...!"

Hehz.
Though I will never never say that.

Come out,come out,Wherever & Whatever you are~

"Hide & Seek" is really a very smart story.The director is good at keeping the suspense till the end,the acting of that gal was good and the best part is I really have no idea who the hell is 'Charlie' till the end.
But the bad part is they kinda give it a lil too quickly coz I wish to hold on the the suspense for a lil more.

I guess you already know what's the story is about.
So the gist here is WHO IS (really) Charlie?
Does Charlie really exists?
How will the story end?(that's what I was thinking all the time,till I know whose Charlie?)
Is Charlie really the one who plotted all those serial murders?

Now this is some story that you dun really expect.
Good show nonetheless.
I give it 4 (outta 5) popcorns~

I am supposed to give a blog before I sleep.
But dun really feel like doing so right now..

Hide & Seek review?
Well if you are looking for a movie that u can never expect the ending,with a good twist and horror with suspense,this is the one!

We are gonna meet in a few hrs time.

Pray for a good day.

Although this week passes fast but hell does it feel long since we last met?

Actually I kinda like my colleagues here.
All ard my age.
Except for one auntie and the main manager here,who is not too old either.

Other than the calculations that's complex,this job is ok la.

Tml can meet Jason liao..and we are gonna play Hide & Seek;)

Wait for my review~

(In my office now.)

The thing about lunch time here is that it's not officially over till 2pm.
=p

Gg to meet a client later..whatever it is..pray for the smooth sail.

Gonna watch Hide & Seek this Saturday.
Everyone is talking about it and wants to watch.

I wanna catch the White Noise too!

White Noise is basically about...

People have always searched for a way to communicate with the other side--fascinated, motivated, driven to find a way to connect with loved ones who have passed on.

Electronic Voice Phenomenon (EVP) is the process through which the dead communicate with the living through household recording devices.

These extraordinary recordings--captured by people all over the world, in their homes, with a simple tape or video recorder--seem to confirm what many of us have dared to believe: it is possible for the dead to communicate with us.

And all we have to do is listen.

Now, from Universal Pictures and Gold Circle Films comes the suspense thriller that explores this very-real, other-worldly communication--White Noise.

Tapping into our deepest fears and most profound longings, White Noise forces us to re-examine the world in which we live and, in the process, question our most basic notions about life and death.


Michael Keaton plays successful architect Jonathan Rivers, whose peaceful existence is shattered by the unexplained disappearance and death of his wife, Anna (Chandra West). Jonathan is eventually contacted by a man (Ian McNeice), who claims to be receiving messages from Anna through EVP.

At first skeptical, Jonathan then becomes convinced of the messages' validity, and is soon obsessed with trying to contact her on his own.

His further explorations into EVP and the accompanying supernatural messages unwittingly open a door to another world, allowing something uninvited into his life.


Are you game???

Kinda Zzz.
Kinda sian.
I cant really explain abt my job.
The pple are ok.
The environment is fine.
Quite relax sometimes..
Can KO at 5.30pm straight.

But I guess it's e complexity of this job.
The calculations and everything.
Tml am gg to meet client.
What am I even gonna talk?
Duh..-_-~

Hope tml passes fast.
So comes Friday.
Then finally my precious Saturday n sad Sunday.

We wont meet again for the next 2 weeks till he POP.
So sian.

Havent been hearing from him for 2 days.
Feel weird.

Sigh...
My elder bro just told me later he is gonna talk to me about something,pleading.
I know it is gonna be abt money,pleading me to loan him.
Sian.
I hate to talk about money with this guy.
Not that I am severing ties kinda person.But I have some bad experiences with him.
Besides I need the money myself.

But he is my brother afterall.
=(

Sian le.

When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things
are
running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few
seconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't live
without
you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her
future.

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than
that

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First day of work is always very stupid.

Dun wanna describe everything here la..maybe next time.

Dear can only book out one last time this week before a stay in for 2 weeks(AGAIN!!!) before POP.

Super sad~

Saw some couples on streets..all holding flowers.

Pardon me for saying...flowers on Valentine day is for suckers.

Can guys do more than that?

I am not jealous...I really dun even care for a single stalk on V day.

Much as i love the beaut of flowers but they last too shortly.

Haiz...cant wait for this stupid week to end.

I know he needs me there..he was kinda whining and complaining inside today.

Silly...

I need him more than he needs me to be there.

Sigh....

Sian...

Sigh...
Tml gonna start work liao.
So sian...afterall I have not work for SOO long..
Starting all over again at a new environment,doing new things...is hard.

Went to Charmaine's house before he left to book in.
It still feel sad to part from each other.

I admit I have been behaving like a colicky baby the previous few days.
-_-

Dear handed me a small notebook.
Inside contains his first 12 days of feelings.
So sweet and ....

I miss him lots.

At the same time..pray for a good start tml.

Saw that bear?
It's my Vday present.
*smirks*
Hohohohohoho.

Hehz.

It happened like this.

*Fastfwd all the way till dinner*

Ate at Bukit Panjang Plaza's Swesens.
Ordered food,he excused himself to toilet.

A long time passed.
Food came.
He's not back yet.

Suspects something is "wrong".
Msg him.
Wait wait wait.
Rec msg saying that his tummy ache.
Smiles.

Cont'd waiting.
Drink water.
Look at the couple plus his or her mother sitting(at the table) infront of me.
Drink more water.
Took out handphone and fiddles.

Heard the lady (sitting infront of me) saying.."Winnie the Pooh".
Next thing I know when I looked up is him holding that BIG Pooh standing besides me and smile.

Only heard that couple gg "SO SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTT"
and cont to blabber on.
Think that lady is "jealous".
Sorry mister that my boy chose to spoil the market for u.

Pooh sat beside me.
He sat infront of me.
Start eating.

Blah blah blah.

Didnt thank enough.
Didnt hug enough.
Didnt behave good enough.

Didnt have enough sleep.
Always dont wanna sleep too early coz I am scare of the arrival of every next morning.

Behave like some rotten cakes(do cakes rot?) most of the time.
Not my fault.
His.
He makes me do so.
Hehz.

Hate tml to come.
Hate tml to end.

Hate him to be away.
Hate myself to be away.

Seriously....
I deem myself to be some kinda Zi4 Bi4 (whatever the medical term is) person.

Sometimes I drift in a world of my own so much that I behave no more maturely than a 3 years old.

Beat it!

Hey...suddenly..I wanna learn Tarot Cards.
I never understand and is never patient enough to learn such stuff.
Esp stuff that needs instructions.
I am not too patient with that.

But divination would be cool eh?

Maybe next time.

We may not be able to spend our Vday together.
But well...you have already did the best.
=)

I know mine pales in comparision.
But it is that few days of msges that lasted for like a LONG time for me,and you.

See you tml.

My Vdaypooh Closeup
Mich^^

My VdayPooh
Mich^^

Just caught Constantine.
Pple gave it 4 outta 5 stars.
Me..3 and a half.
I like the story,like the actors(oh Keanu~~~) but I thought that the story was a lil too short and easy.
I wasnt really paying attention...ok I admit,I didnt really catch what they were saying..
A lil hard on hearing ever since CNY.(the cousins' screamings of my name)
So I didnt realised that the old man whom appeared at the last part is Lucifer.

In fact I always like this kinda story.
Talk about the stuff that normal bibles outside dun.

I dun read bible and I dun really understand.

I only read Revelation..um..sorry if I misspelt.

But I know..ok..I think that there are the OLD bibles that write about stuff that we do not know.
Only those really sacred or you know..those kinda pple knows.

Now that is the kinda lines I like.
About angels,devils and more.

Dun ask me...
I know nothing.
Wish I did.

Do you believe in those?

I always do,just that I am not made to be one of those to be in touch with it.
Maybe those who are name to be those roles wishes to trade places with me.

Ha..nvm if you dun understand what rubbish I am talking.

I know.
;)

I KNOW...
Before I knew it,CNY week is gona be over.
And begins a week which I pray will NEVER come.
=/

Sometimes...I realised..I am just behaving like another darn kid next to him.
I threw my missy tantrums like Charmaine does,except maybe worse..coz I am harder to coax.

I cant help it...esp when I am tired..I gets pretty cranky.

Need to zzz.

I dun want this week to end!!!

Some emode funs

What's Your Trademark Tune?

Mia, your trademark tune is Black Eyed Peas' "Where is the Love"

Hey, sweet thing.
There's nothing not thoughtful and goodhearted about you. In fact, you don't need to ask where the love is, because you are the love.
A rare breed, you often put others' needs above your own, and you'd go the extra mile for friends and strangers alike.It's important to you that you make a difference in the world — one action and one day at a time.
Helping people, regardless of the career you choose, will probably be at the top of your to-do list. And there's nothing more loving than that.
(Ha..Ya right!)

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Where Do You Find Love?

Mia, you find love in a Fairy Tale

Glass slippers, traveling minstrels, knights in shining armor.
These are some of the classic components of fairy tales.

And when it comes to your real-life love life, you'll take 'em in the form of candy and flowers, poems describing your beauty, tiny velvet boxes, and the like.
Whether you are single or settled, you're a firm believer that the fairy tale shouldn't end when someone is carried over the threshold (though that's a pretty fun part, too).

You sometimes have to work to get your head out of the clouds, but your optimistic spirit and love-conquers-all attitude helps you deal with the good and bad that life might throw your way. As long as you can spot a poison apple when it knocks on your door, you'll always be able to find your happy ending.

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(ah...feel so gd after taking off the facial mask.Must stock in more next time...face feel so refreshed..though I still see the pimples.=<)
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Ok..Charmine's bday celebration post.

I just cant help but be totally in love and just simply adore this kiddo!
I am just another helpless soul that's been captivated by her beaute,her sweetness and everything,like all other adults.

The waitresses,cooks etc seem to be wanting to bring her home for keep.

So aint I glad that she likes me too?

We have a dim sum lunch at this seafood restuarant above CCK swimming complex.
Yea,I think apparently that all his maternal relatives stay in the same ulu vinicity.

I ate a HELL damn lot since he book out.
damn...all my efforts back to square one.
And it's CNY just a day after.
-_-"

Lemme looked at his beautiful cousins collection.@~@

Charmine is totally different.
She can be with another totally beautiful kid,but you just know she is different.Like a kinda classic aura surrounding her.
Y'noe what..she is totally just barbie.
Those kinda sugar & spice & everything nice kinda gal.
But you cannot deny that sometimes she is a lil too xiao jie la.
But it is not that bad.
She still knows how to go sayang others kids,share her food & toys etc.
Damnit~why cant she be born a few good years later n be MINE kid?

Lol.

Ranking no 2 is Cadence.His youngest uncle's daughter.(A divorcee)
So Cadence is staying with her mum over the weekdays.
I think she is maybe just one year younger than Charmine.
I mentioned her during one of the posts.
Another princess looking gal.
But when it comes to overall,Charmine wins her by several notches.
Maybe it's her backgrd and I dunno her well.

Acutally I think Cindy is really not bad looking after all!
She may be a lil plump but she slimmed so much as compared to I first saw her.
Her eyes are small n a lil pointy.Like those kinda oriental gal.

And i dunno why all of her aunties are so good with braiding hairs.
You shld see their pigtails.
The best I can do is a pony tail and a messy pigtail!

I never forget Sophia.
But compared to her cousins,she n her siblings are much pale looking.
Due to the lack of nutrition and care.
Sigh...I really wish I am given 3 mths to nanny them and bring the glow back to their faces.

As much as I adored Sophia,but with lil' Charmine ard,I just cant afford equal attention to both of them.

When Sophia is with me,Charmine would come along and tag to me.
Of coz I would answer to Charmine,almost come naturally.

It is not really prejudice.

Maybe all of us have a favourite.
Sophia is much older than Charmine afterall,though she really deserves alot of loving n care.
It's like Jason likes all of his kiddo cousins as well and he tries to be fair to each of them.
But I can just tell instantly that he would just picked Hong hong to play anytime n everytime.

His aunties asked if my mum smear me with honey when I was born?
Like the kids,esp Charmine,keep sticking to me.
;p
I welcome that anytime,mdms.

Oh yes..Jason's neice is quite beautiful as well.
Except maybe her eyes are really big till it make her look a lil fierce.
But I think they(the eyes)will shrink a lil or when her features grows,she will be pretty as well.

I saw Yng's baby photos before.
Her eyes were big n rd also.
Lol.
But now her eyes are her hook!
(btw gal,you registered for EPT n NIE liao anot?I had done both.I dun think the registeration open for long,ya know.)

Man...this raffles place agent is so haunting!
Though she is a nice gal n all,but doesnt she gets any hints when I havent been picking up her calls for days?

Though we passed the test of 2 weeks.
Still it is sad when we have to walk back separately.
Me back home.
Him back Tekong.

Although it is only 1 and a half days more.

Still I miss him like hell.

We just dun have enough personal time together.

Maybe we did,apologetically to auntie,but maybe...it's just so much shorter compared to the time we had.

Talked abt Charmine's bday celebrations next post.

I miss you,dear.

Last nite's blog

I just sent my 18th(+1) mth Sunflower to its' deathbed.(aka rubbish chute) coz it died liao.

This is what I dislike about real flowers.They cost and they dun live forever.
But it doesnt mean you guys can start giving plastic flowers.
Ha.

Wow!!FINALLY THE 5TH!
It's like we waited so long for today and today having each other by our sides almost feel like a dream!

Sigh~And I am so sleepy now.*~*

My day all started at...erm..8am,I guess.

Bath.Pandan cake w Milo infront of PC.
Register for NIE(took some v long time)
ZhongHua kids came knocking on my door to collect old newspapers.
Cont'd to register.
Msg from Jason that he is booking out early.
Shocked and rummage quickly.
Confirmed meeting at Outram MRT.
Decided to wear the new Puma shoes.
Looked like some gal endorsing for NIKE gym wear.(well..it's ok~)
Reached Outram,stared disbelievingly at that socks I wore.
Lost my ankle socks and and this shorter but higher than ankle Hangten socks on my feet.
Though I desperately tried to pull it down,it still looked ugly.
Thanked god that there's a Pasar Malam outside the mrt,and bought a new pair of cheap(fake) nike ankle socks.
Need a toilet to change.
F**king Outram mrt with no toilet facilities nearby.
Being the usual directional gonecase nutz,I walked ard and ard and just bump onto their shopping complex just NEARBY!(-_-!)
Pay a unworthy 20cents to get in the toilet and change my socks.
Sweat wet my forehead.
He reached liao.
Walked hastily to buy tissues from this eye sight defect poor uncle outside.(ignoring the fella GYSS kid who asked me to donate..Hmph~)
Saw from the glass reflection that an army guy figure just behind me n closing.
Squeezed myself and smile.

Man...HE LOOKS GOOD!

Took a cab back home.
That's when I laughed when he took off the cap.
Tortise head!
LOL!

The cabby uncle is VERY warm,nice,friendly and kind.
Talked with us ALL THE WAY~
Even gave Jason a Luo Han Guo drink.(those instant cube kind)
And had a discount on the cab fare!
Man...The luckiest cab to be hop on!

Reached home.
Blah blah blah.
Change to go town.
Jason wore the black shirt,with a black cap,his contacts on,and jeans.
YUmmy~
With a slight brown tan,he just looked too good that I would have devour him!
(You shld know the devouring part is just an exaggeration)

Missed walking with him at town!
Thought that I was dreaming all the time.
And I missed the feeling of hands clasping together.
Had Yoshinoya for lunch.
Bought the bag for me;p
Bought Charmine's gift.
Bought Pineapple tarts for our families.
Actually we both feel kinda tired.

Ordered Canadian Pizza for dinner.
Went back to his house.
Pizza came.
(......)
Watched TV.
Auntie came back.
Start eating pizza.

*interruption*

EUUCH!
I dunno it is becoz

a)The pizza turned cold.
b)It is JUST Canadian Pizza.
c)IT IS JUST BAD!

It tasted horrible.
Machiam eating bread but even my daily kinda bread can taste better!

Sent me home.
I reached home.

Tml we are celebrating Charmine's bday in adv.
Her family treating lunch at some dim sum restuarant.

Sigh.

I dun want this to end!

Nitoz!

Adding a new love for my fav read comics...Introducing Calvin & Hobbes!

I know that they are here long ago,but havent really read abt them until really 2 days ago.
And they are really CUTE huh.
I say Calvin is a prodigy!(somehow isnt very good with his studies..Haw)

Ok...A run back on the recent happenings(yesterday)

My damn klutz lil bro erased off my game record by accident!
Although saying it's an accident but I am damn mad lo!

Do you know how LONG I spent to get there and the game is just happening lo.

And by now you should know that by the influences of my bro since young,i have this knack of playing games like guys do.
And i just dun really play sissy games like...erm..Sonic & tails etc.

More like those RPG(Role Playing Game).
Example--Final Fantasy.

And my latest is Suikoden!(and yea..Jason keeps pressing me for the name of the game)

If you think Suikoden = Sui hu chuan.

10% right n 90% wrong.

i wont explain the game here but I like it.
i have been the completer of this game since its first series.
Yes..now I am playing Suikoden IV!

DAMN IT LO!
I HATE HATE HATE HATE this when it happens!

it's like....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway..I hope you read this on time..
NIE application is open.

Go to ntu.edu.sg

On the left side,saying the poly admission is open.

Ok time check 0902.

Gotta fasten the pace

Early in the morning,while I am washing my head(bathing..duh)...I pulled some "strings" and now my neck hurts whenever I turn left.

Dont you just hate such situations,esp when it's gonna do with your head?

Damnit!

Wanted to cook some oat for breakfast but the stove died on me.

My 'lunch' transformed to my breakfast den.

If you think I am still gonna eat tuna sandwiches for lunch,you gotta be kidding.

...But come to think of it,I am too sick of any other food.

Is there any other good dishes out there?

(ouch~~)

Tml Jason will book out liao.

Finally...

I will try hard (very hard) not to burst out laughing when I see him in a new hairdo.

Today it's Friday already?
Sure this week flys.

TGIF~
Everyone have a gd weekend ahead.

Wondering what to blog now...

I bought a blouse,a small handbag and a pair of cover shoes in total.
I know Jason is so gonna stare hard at me when he reads this.
Well...
I can only retort back that I know what I am doing...lah~

Hopefully.
I guess it is just in us-females,y'noe.
The economy grows becoz of us.
Pple got jobs becoz of us!

Ha...
Nonsense!

Sometimes I think my dad doesnt have a very close or good...erm..fate,affiliations with his sons.
Although i am definitely on my dad's side coz my brothers are just a bunch of rude asses sometimes.
Particularly the younger one!

If I am the father,I would have slap him to sky high!Or starve him till he learns some respect!

Did I say my elder brother has the plan of venturing to England.
Not that he has some biz plans in mind.
But he is gg there to look for job and perhaps starts a living there.
-_-~

Of coz I do wish everything goes fine for him.
Coz I dun think my parents' hearts have room for more setbacks.

Sigh...life...

And I am gonna start wk on this dear Valentine.
Suddenly...the world just aint as interesting.

I mean..it is Valentine...so what?
Dun have that kinda "ohh~What shld i do?what shld i give?...." kinda feeling.

And it is only my 2nd Valentine.

Dunno la...
I need some rest for good!

Am staying home tml,maybe Friday as well..

Taken from Von's blog.
Read and share her views.
Totally agreed.

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Dad has the biggest ego, greatest ability to want to save face and the most wicked mouth.

However, I know deep down inside he's lonely, frightened and lacking all the love and attention.

I remember that someone ever told me, the ones who are mean and nasty are those who lack love. I am determined to help my dad.

At least at the end of the day, no matter the outcome I have played my part and not let myself down.
While I'm the one who gets physically and emotionally tormented by him the most, all these years, I am also the one who has wanted to help him the most.

Today, we had a long conversation which landed both of us in tears.
I do not expect that this might reverse anything, but I'll do more than this.
No one wants to talk to him much because they think he's fucked up.
I feel so too at times, and I ever told myself that I'll never wish to be associated with him again, but at the end of the day, I feel the guilt, remorse and upset for ignoring him and seeing this sadness in his eyes.

I believe no one knows him more than his family - us.
I know if I ever ignore him forever I will regret it in the later years, because he is still my father.
I told him that I know he vents it on us because he himself feels stressed up, but I'll still respect and love him.

Everything happens for a reason doesn't it?
After a long conversation, I assured him that if he needed to talk or wanted anything, he could always tell me.
I understand that in actual fact, I still treat him as my father no matter how frustrated he made me and will I'll always try my best to be good to him.....

God please bless that dad and us, the rest of the family, will live in harmony and love each other till the end of each others' lives.
To all of you out there, cherish your family or live in guilt!

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WEll..I would say for many diff reasons,parents n children are often in conflict.
And of coz it depends on individual situations as well.

But I always think...no matter how..we are related by blood.
Whatever bad that has happened may have cased a deep bad mark....
But...

In the end..maybe you would find yourself lighter n happier to forgive,than to bear the hatred.

....

Am having the SUPER SUPER SUPER spicy (n salty)noodle now.
It wouldnt be so if I havent add the Sze Chuan chilli paste(and I added ALOT)
The colour of my soup is blood red.
Just the smell of the spiciness would turn you off.

But..you know what?

Shiok,man!
Burn a hole in my stomach!!

....x<
ok..i really think it's too spicy le...
And I also know that too spicy not good for stomach.But I cant help it.

it's the same theory when you still eats chips when you have ulcers or eat ice cream when you have cough.

On my way back to home,I saw this pair of elder.
Old enough to be your grandpop n mum.
They are still sweetly holding hands as they walk.
(and they are chinese!)

I believe most pple would really go "aww~" and feel that tinge of envious and too feel the bliss with them.

How many couples in Singapore carry on holding hands once they are like married,with kids?
i know there are still quite a handful,but not mine.

Let alone ah gong and ah ma.

Most of them must have even forget how they know each other.

i wonder..when we are both old,do we still hold hands?
;)

Ok...back to the sms I sent to Yng on the train.

There's this malay guy,belonging to the Taufik's type(but I think he is a lil better looking) sitting facing me.
Then out from no where,a chinese gal(whom I think is in her 20s,wearing semi formal) walked to him and talked.

Initally I thought she is asking for something,till I heard that,"Do I know you?" coming from her mouth.

Ok..maybe she has mistaken this malay guy for her old classmate or so.Big deal.
After that guy opposing her question,she sat down one seat away from him.(leaving one space b/w them)

Now this story still has a way to run.
(sit back n relax)

After a few seconds,that malay guy talked to her.
Along the way they were chatting something like friends.
It was noisy in the train,so I couldnt hear.
That gal keeps gg,"sorry I cant hear you.."
Den she took the initiative and said,"I think I sit here better,cant hear you."
So she sat besides him.

They carried on chatting.I think it's all about...are you working,how old..etc.

Dobdy Gaut(ok..I dunno how to spell that Dobby or dodby..or whatever) station.
That gal alighted.
I am not sure if that's the guy's destination but he alighted with her anyway.

The last that I heard of is that gal saying,"ok..what's your no?"(taking out her handphone and preparing to key in the no.)

So I figured that it must be that guy asking her for no.

And the last that I saw is 2 of them still chatting outside the train.

Funny,eh?

MAYBE i did misapprehend the whole story,but..well...

If the story runs my way,I wonder if it is already in that gal's plan to pick up this malay guy.
Lol.
And really how easy a task huh?

I should have try that a few years back.
Hehz.


ANYWAY~I have got an annoucement.
I would be working on this Valentine onwards.

Dun bother to brief on the details here.

Alrighty..so much so.

Meeting Irene later in the evening.

Gal...YOUR EPT DONE ANOT??
Dun drag la!

and when we gg out?;)